Feature: Mr. Shemesh
Few would suspect that the friendly and mild-mannered Mr.
Shemesh, a new addition to the GOA Hebrew department, was a member of the
Soviet Army during the Cold War.
Shemesh,
a talented clarinetist, grew up in Soviet Russia and by his college years was
studying to become a musician. Everyone in Russia was drafted – similar to
Israel – but Shemesh voluntarily joined the army to be considered as an
apprentice in the army band, which he particularly liked as there were many
Jews in it, including his officer.
“It was easy for us,” Shemesh said.
At this time, Soviet President Mikhail Gorbachev had been
reducing the size of the army to ease its strain on the economy. Thusly, the
army band, a non-vital unit of the army, was dissolved after Shemesh was a
member for only one year.
Shemesh and the other musicians were then sent to the
regular army. The regular army was a very different experience; there were only
two Jews in his unit: himself and a fellow clarinet player from the band.
“The soldiers did not accept us,” he said.
He clarified that he did not believe that the cold shoulder
from the other soldiers in his unit was anti-semitism, but a disapproval that
Shemesh and his friend were musicians and not “real soldiers.” Shemesh admitted
that their opinions were not so outrageous, as neither Shemesh nor his friend
had any formal army training.
However, Shemesh said that he believed his officers were anti-semitic.
On Saturday afternoons, soldiers were given free time to watch movies, read and
socialize. Shemesh always missed this time as he was always put to work,
usually with the dirty jobs. Shemesh had to work in the kitchen, cleaning and
serving over 1,000 soldiers as well as work on guard duty. On weekends, he was
only allowed four hours of sleep.
Shemesh’s first real job in the army was to care for the
pigs, which the army was raising for food because the standard army food was
“disgusting” canned food. Shemesh cleaned the pigs, fed them and worked with
the vets.
Looking back, Shemesh smiles remembering that he was so
stinky after a day’s work with the pigs that the other soldiers did not allow
him back into the barracks unless he completely undressed.
Shemesh’s days in the army got somewhat better when he was
given the job of unloading train cars of cabbage and marinating it for the
other soldiers. He said that he was, “Happy [to be] not with pigs.”
Shemesh also worked extra hard on this assignment.
“I wanted to show that I was not just some musician who
didn’t know anything in life.”
Shemesh also fondly recalled eating cabbage while working,
because “you’re always hungry when you’re a soldier.”
Shemesh’s hard work paid off as after working with the
cabbage for a few weeks, he was given his first award from the commandant for
his excellent labor. Despite this recognition as a good soldier and responsible
person, Shemesh said that his officers still did not like that he was Jewish.
Unfortunately, this bliss did not last for long. During the
week, soldiers reviewed their training constantly, giving Shemesh an
opportunity to train as well. However, due to a gun malfunction, Shemesh shot
himself in the foot, causing a loss of half of his big toe.
There was some speculation that Shemesh had shot himself on
purpose to get discharged, but the gun was tested and proven to be faulty.
Shemesh was then sent to stay in the army hospital.
When Shemesh recovered and was once again able to walk, he
was asked by a nurse whom he had befriended if he wanted to stay and be a
surgery assistant; Shemesh agreed.
After a short three months helping in the hospital, Shemesh
was called back to his unit by the commanders, but the other soldiers once
again viewed Shemesh as a slacker.
When it was time to be discharged, Shemesh had another
dilemma: the discharging process lasted a few months, with the officers usually
letting the best soldiers leave toward the beginning of the process, while
keeping the lazy ones until the end. Shemesh knew that he would be discharged
toward the end, but would then miss an exam he wished to take to get his
Masters degree in music.
He asked his commanding officer if he could be discharged on
the earlier end, but the officer refused. Without options, Shemesh wrote a
letter to higher ranking officers about his problem. They decided to let
Shemesh go before the exam, infuriating Shemesh’s commanding officer.
This came back to bite Shemesh. On a soldier’s last day in
the service, he would usually do no work, say goodbye to his friends and get
showered and cleaned up for his discharging.
Shemesh, on the other hand, was ordered on his last two days
to dig a trench in the sand for no apparent purpose. The sand kept falling back
into the trench and it was an extremely hot two days. Just a half an hour
before his discharging, Shemesh was allowed to change his clothes, but had no
time for a shower.
Shemesh was in the Soviet army for a total of two and a half
years. When asked about his overall experience, Shemesh said:
“I didn’t see a life [for me] in my unit. I was just always working.”